Y Thursday, February 08, 2007Y
4:32 AM

The past is over, the future is near, the present is current. When things don't agree to the way of life you want to have you feel so secluded. In this world of fantasy's things are to complicated. People lie, and who cares if they miffed someone. It comes to a point that people would feel detestation and they would be so dumb and lose their confidence. Many of us suffer for the painful acts brought by someone or maybe just a stranger on your life before then suddenly proooof gives you hundreds of reasons to cry and without an effort just one glimpse form that person you become a moron and start again forgetting everything you felt. Most of the people are just to numb very NUMB.
Much to be said about myself.. The name is Charisse Lirio.. And she's from a family who's to ebullient.. She likes to be with her bitches and she's to much inlove in a guy.. (*blah! can't think what to say!*) I actually dunno who i really am.. Each day i keep on doing things that flabbergast me.. I am still discovering what my disposition in life will be.. I am not a good child nor a good student and yes I am to rude.. i disobey rules and i do what i want.. I know it's wrong but then i believe in the saying that "Experience is the best teacher" i don't want people to decree me, i will be pissed of you if you'll do that.. I am a tackles person.. I say what's on my mind and many would judge me for being so mean.. For me it's not being mean.. It's just a freedom of expressing myself.. I love my friends so much that i can fight for them.. I am kind sometimes but mostly devilish.. I am kinda brat and i am a daddy's girl.. each they im struggling on the flow of life and each day i am discovering the world were everyone is a lie and the only thing that's true is my love once.. I can never say i am naive.. I am sophisticated and a shrewd person and i love to be love by the people around me.. Not everyone on this big round world would please me. I won't be dumb and silly for them to like me.. whether you like me or not it is me and you just accept the fact that perfectionist is not the important thing to have, but being true to yourself. I am so ambitious, I am a happy go lucky person, I am so boisterous, i have vices and i don't act like i care. But despite of my brashness I trust God all the time and i love every person close to my heart. I just wanna end this post by saying that everything in this world is reality, and fairy tales is just a dream that everyone desires to have.. a happy and ending but everything comes to an end.. and you just have to thank God for having all the blessing he showered upon our lives..
[The heart does things for reasons that reasons cannot understand]